As for torture and gibberish and cheap psychology.
If I say you are doing stupid, terrible and unnecessary things, that may not mean much.But if SOMEONE the smarter (many, many times) says the same thing, that's cause for concern.
People (a long time ago) knew that.
People are smart and strong now (at least that's how you think of yourself). Now you are not murdering yourself individually anymore, but you have tried to murder yourself by building factories for this purpose.
SOMEONE tells me to wait.Probably human behavior forced by facts and fear of death is not the same as human behavior without such help.